Filling Nothingness

How do you fill something, full of absolute nothingness. The point where you no longer feel? You numb, lost to the feel of emotion. Striving to feel something and it is all gone. Yearning for the warmth of happiness and joy. To actually smile and know your not forcing it....

In reality, I will probably never get that back. The feelings, emotions, that butterflies sensation from falling in love, or that bite when sadness and depression beat down on you. 

I have lost that. And I would give everything to feel again. 

Sincerly, Little Fox