Lovesick or Seasick? Whats the difference...

              I'm sorry I'm really a mess right now
  I'm trying my best to get it together somehow
                                   I cant see this way, locked up in this pain that you left me
I'm unraveling, looking for things that never be

Tell me where loves goes when its gone

Tell me where hearts go when they go wrong      

Suddenly someone is no one,

I'm sorry I let me fall for you

I can erase you and forget you,

 but I cant undo you

 You re the hand I cant hold,

 the words I'm not told when I'm lonely

And I don't want you back,

 I just want to have what you took from me

Stars fade away, they just crash into space
Disappear from the night like you and I

                                                                      Nothing but emptiness inside

Love leaves a black hole when it dies

How can I ever love again? 

.

How To Love Again

- Let them in

- Show them your weaknesses

- Cry in front of them

- Hold each other till you feel your feet are asleep

- When your falling asleep, look at their eyes and just talk about anything

( i don't care if its weird )

- Go on walks in the rain

- Drive to a view and talk about what ifs

- Let them hold you when all you want to do is kick and scream

- Fight till you cant let go of each other

( nothing abusive please children )

- Share chocolate covered strawberries

- Let them see you

I REMEMBER 

BEING IN HEAVEN

SOME OTHER TIME

SOME OTHER LOVE 

"and i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky"

ill be there

and no one else comes close

to how i feel

about you

because i was made for loving you

manufactured on a conveyor belt 

pushed down a line

with a stamp of your name 

across my heart

 I'm sorry i just need to say it 

 my eyes yurn for you 

 your blondish hair 

 your blue eyes 

 your flannel 

 the one i wanna rip off 

 tear it to shreds 

 throw you on that red couch 

 let everything else take control 

well that got intense 

really fast

 ha ha sorry           

 *currently blushing*      

But really, can we lay together

just me and you

stare at the stars on my ceiling

that are there because

there is nothing more beautiful 

than a starry night

in my covers and sheets

with pillows and electronically made heat

lying next to you

so here is my story for you

"At first I was scared
The way these feelings started coming on
I couldn’t breathe without you there
I couldn’t see without you in my arms
I opened up my eyes to find your eyes already opened
I see a piece of me inside,
As if it spent there all the time

I am just blood, I am just past
I am just a heart that’s beating up every second of your touch
I am just heart, I am just scar
I am falling to the rhythm of all your endless love

It kicks me up at night
Was there a time I lived without you
Just leaving out your red
Every breathe is all about you
I am spinning all the worlds around
To try to rearrange it
I work so hard to say goodnight
But is too much of you left behind"

Our Endless Love // The Bird and the Bee

How do you tell someone

you love them?

Do you whisper it in their ear?

Do you write it on a note? Check yes or no?

Do you drive a plane over the sky and spell there name?

Do you buy them their favorite kind of cookies?

Do you give them a brick? 

Do you write them a poem?

Cause I blog about him.
 

i cant tell him

not yet. 

God. I need a drink.