To whom it may concern

 I wish I had that person that I could turn to for anything.

    Let my vocal cords carry away my emotion like a hot air balloon.

          Feel the echo of my cries like needles to my ears

                         Break the dam around my eyes and let the river tear through the cracks and seams of the canyons.

   Who will be there?
   Who will be listening?
   Who will be quietly waiting?
   Who will be the one to comfort my arrest?
   
             
               Unmoved. 
     Firm.
                          Steady and Hard.
 Only to see the beauty.
              
                   You see, Im a fox. Disguised and hidden.

  Hear me. Listen to me. Find my wandering mind as it dances in thoughts and rhythms. 

                               Dammit.

  
  Will you be there?
  Will you be listening?
  Will you be quietly waiting?
  Will you be the one to comfort my arrest?

              I want someone to turn to for everything.

    So far I have this blog.
                                Im just trying to be.
Im just existing. 
Im not living.
Im just staying alive.
Im not finding something to die for.
  

              Find me as I walk the streets of dreams and tales.
  Lost in my own mind to discover the daisies.

                                
                             Look for me in a thought
The thought you have of your mother, or dandelion fuzz.
       Hear the sound of my songs. 
             The silence as my feet touch the leaves.
   Crackling. Shaking. Rustling below.
           

                  Never lose sight.

and

    Keep walking, even when all is gone.

    Keep walking, even when all dies.

    Keep walking, even when all watches you above.

    Keep walking, even when you reach the end.

  

because there is no end.

         

      There is never and end, 

He loves you.                                 He wants to see you

         

                    But it isnt your time.

                                                       So please stay...

                Lay with me in the soft snow

                Hold me in your arms 

                Sing me to sleep with your strange song

                Look in my eyes and tell me it all

                Drive with me till the wind cries

                Kiss me like you are the one who want to be loved

                Listen to my heart race with yours

                Feel my heat as you stare into my soul

                Understand where I come from

                Where we become one.

But shhhh,

  Damn..

                     I think Im in love.