Eating you alive
feel her thrash at your happiness
leaving you sick
vomit
vomit everywhere
do not forget she will kill you
eating you alive
she starves you of good
anything
everything
you will leave
you will be horrified
this ill tell
you will never be happy
she says
never.
roses will wilt
daisies wont bloom
dust will blow in your mind
like a sandstorm
blowing your thoughts around like tumble weeds
don't forget she says
you will feel this
like your stomach is a soar muscle
aching and screaming
feel her tear on your organs
ripping. shredding.
gone.
this boy will never love you
are you crazy?
you ACTUALLY think that you have a chance?
you re NOTHING sweetie
get real
he will NEVER love you
ever.
feel that?
she says as she turns the knife
buried in your stomach
turning your organs backwards
its killing
she is pleased
this is why she exists
she loves this
this is her love
this is the one she loves
torture and pain.
She lives for it
do better
put your face on she says
maybe then you will be good enough
ha screw you
your just fooling yourself
little darling
your not so pretty
your a bitch
He will never love you
But he loves her
and you are not her.
so get real little girl
your nothing
compared to her
this is her
she is everything
that you aren't
Pretty
blonder
long hair
skinny
tan
taller
blue eyed
loved
you aren't
He will never love you
But he loves her
and you are not her.
Seriously I love this. I don't know how I didn't see this before
ReplyDeleteWow this is so harsh and beautiful and painful and lovely all at the same time xoxo
ReplyDeleteI loved this. It's a little edgier than some of your other stuff. It was bitter. PS I love that song.
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